Today has started out good which hopefully is a sign that the week is going to be a good one. I slept somewhat better…woke 3 times and took a while to get to sleep but I slept in so I think that helped compensate…going to try taking my sleep medication before bed sooner than right at bed time and see if that helps make a difference. I know I feel much more rested and that part I am very grateful for. Today I am heading out to the LGBT center and I always have a good time there so I think this week is going to be a good one. I also have to start lining up school and I will start that tonight. I have a follow up with my GP this week and dinner with the family this weekend. All and all a busy but good week ahead.
I have processed the events of this weekend and I am ready to see where life takes me on that chapter in my life. I am peace with myself and the events of the weekend. Going baby steps as I know myself far too well and I know that if I over think things I will easily go over the top fast. I think sometimes in life we need to take a step back and just review all we have been presented with and just put that chapter on hold long enough to see what we are faced with and determine the next steps. I even went to sleep thinking about it. I am fully prepared either way and ready to give the time needed. I also have realized that hey its ok if its not the right time…that the time will come and when it does it will be beyond awesome. Have I given up no…some would say I should just move on…but I am in the mind set that giving up is defeat and what is in store for me will be played out. I am also ready to set some ground rules if it is to be. Going to take baby steps and hold firm on my ground. I am kind of excited at this challenge and hopefully that will remain true.
I am so happy to see the sunshine and although we have wind gusts it looks like spring is on the way and I am excited to see that and ready to start the spring clean up. I think the nicer weather will inspire me more to get outside and enjoy the weather and get some cardio in the process.
So I hope for you that the week is great and that all good will come this week…I know there are potential road blocks and less than happy times but over all the week is filled with smiles and happiness…As I say…smile it’s a beautiful thing
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