Today Although I am sure will be productive is a day of nothing planned. Oh I know there are things to be done and all but I like having a day where I do not have to be somewhere at a certain time or other such.
Last night my sleep was on the more interesting side with many crazy dreams I am sure I will be trying to get the meaning of.
The last couple of days I have been pondering the meaning of love...what is love, does it exist and what is being in love. I know that there are many levels of love and that I love my family in a way that is different than I love my pets, in the way I love a partner when I am not single. And even in those many levels of love it can vary. Some more than others. One friend of mine advised me to never fall in love as doing so I would loose control of me that I should respect a partner and love them but never fall in love. I disagree. In my life I have been in several relationships of some time. Some were for years. In those times I loved them all but honestly not in every case was I in love. When I was well it was a most wonderful feeling.I know that I will have that again as I recently did. I also wonder about chemistry...are we being too reserved some how and over looking wonderful people when really we could find all the happiness in the world with such person ?? I know people who are so set in what the ideal will be that anything else is not worth bothering over. I find that really sad. They are missing out on so much. So I guess for me this will be an ongoing introspective journey and one I will do lots of internalizing on. I really do believe there is some one out there for every one.
The weekend is almost here and this weekend I will be attending volunteer orientation at the LGBT Center. I am excited to see how this will enrich my life. I am also looking forward to meeting some new people as new friends are always good to have. Other than that a quiet weekend and that is ok...more time to ponder on what is most important in life.
Have a Happy Friday and an awesome weekend !!!
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