Today has been a pretty good day so far !!! I was able to sleep last night and was up only once which is normal for me really. I think I over did it a bit yesterday as my shoulders are sore from carrying home a bunch of groceries but I look at it as part of my stamina building. I have been on line and got some really awesome deals from The Body Shop and Bath & Body Works. I always feel good spending money, but to get free shipping and free items...even better. Today I have a few phone calls to make and general house work but I think I will take it easy today and play it by ear as they say.
As far as my ongoing saga with my dating life I still have not gotten a responce from him, but he did say yeaterday he is composing a well thought out responce and did not want to send something rushed. I got another responce from my lengthy e-mail to friends and over all I am settling in to reality. I feel less and less over the top emotional and I feel like I am ready to be just friends. Yes there is a part of me that hopes that some day he will want to resume what we started but if that was to happen that is going to be down the road and for now I am focusing my energies on all the other goals in my life. I have come to realize that I am a hopeless romantic and I let my heart run wild on this one. Do not get me wrong he is a great person and I will tresure the friendship we have, I just have to accept that he may only be a friend in life and I am happy to say that I am much closer to that. Do not get me wrong I would jump ( cautiously ) at the chance to have him as the special one, but for now that is not happing and I cannot mope the rest of my life about it either.
This weekend I have Volunteer orientation with the LGBT Center and then a meeting with the "Ins & Outs " group. They are publishing a newsletter/ on line newsletter and they are about ready to publish the first edition and as I contributed to that I figured I would go see how the 1st edition is going to be. I am looking forward to getting out of the house and getting involved with the community. This was one of those goals I set out and I am looking forward to it.
I may also go for coffee with a friend this weekend and this weekend no family dinner on Saturday, but I will be fairly busy none the less.
Got my federal finnancial aid filed yesterday and now to make appointments to get all set for Fall Quarter. I am really excited about the return to college and unltimatly my Masters Degree in Social Work. Will look forward to doing some good in society and returning to the work force.
Guess that is all for now...Making the most out of life and loving it, despite detours. Hope your day is going great as well !!!!
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